Family Forum / Marriage / Marriage / July 2007

I have been married for 26 years but the last 4 years have been really
hard.  After my wife's Hysterectomy her sex drive took a nose dive.
She said she no longer had feelings down there and could not have an
orgasim.  At first she would still have sex but later stopped wanting
to have sex at all.  I had to start asking, then begging to have sex
with her and the most likely answer I got was NO.  When she did decide
to have sex, it was ususally answered with a "I guess so, but make it
quick."  During the past few months, when I convinced her to have sex,
she would lay on the bed on her stomach and just let me pound away.
Of course she would ask if I was thru yet, or would say that if I did
not cum soon she was going to get dressed.  Now here is the real
kicker.  A month ago we were visiting her sister and had consumed a
lot of beer.  We settled down for the evening to watch a movie with
the lights turned down wher her sister laying on the love seat with me
at the end of it in a rocking chair.  During the movie, I looked over
at my sister in law to see her laying there with her legs spread wide,
sleeping, and I had a unobstructed view of her pussy.  I sat there
staring at it for a while.  I started to rub her foot that she had
been asking me all day to rub for her.(she had injured it a few years
ago).  One thing let to another and I eventually had started rubbing
my way down to her a.s and began slowing rubbing it.  As I got braver,
I started to work my finger into her shorts and started to place a
finger onto her pussy and rubbed it softly.  She just lay there an
never seemed to wake up.  She had consumed a lot of beer so I figured
she must really be out of it.  I moved my hand around to her front and
started to work my finger back to her pussy and began to rub her
clit.  I could see her pelvis move slightly and this only made me want
to go further.  I gently inserted my finger into the folds of her
outter lips and rubbed softly.  Eventually she started to stir some so
I withdrew my finger and brought it up to my nose and breathed in the
smell of her pussy.  I got up and went to the bathroom to masturbate.
Precum was litterly dripping form the end of my dick.

The next night, again after a day of drinking, and my sister in law
flashing me a full frontal nude twice after we had gotten out of the
pool, I could hardly wait until she fell asleep.  Again I played with
her until she began to stir.  The following day is where I screwed up
royalily.  She lay down to take a nap and I reached between her legs
and touch her pussy.  She woke up and told my wife what I had done.
Now I am in the process of trying to patch up my marriage and will not
likely ever be welcome to her sister's house.  I know I should have
not done it, but damn it was the most exciting thing I had done in
along time.  I keep telling myself that I should have not done it but
at the same time, I have a feeling that I had been pushed into it
somehow.  I wonder if I had not been baited in some way.  What do you
think?