I hesitate to post here for all the nasty replies I may get but here
goes. I was spanked as a child and a teenager, too. I hated it, it hurt
and embarrassed me and I tried always to behave and am a successful
student and happy, too. At no time was I ever excited by it with my
mother. I do not resent or dislike my mother at all. I love her. My
problem is this, that now I find I'm very interested in spankings with
someone I'm seeing and I see all sorts of parallels in this
relationship and being spanked by my mother. It's not that I'm unhappy
or miserable, quite the opposite. I guess I'm wondering if my desire to
be spanked is harmful. I also should say that I'm not easily maneuvered
and manipulated, so it's not that I'm a weak cringing pansy. I'm not
going to get into cars with strange men. How neurotic am I being?
musicmadcass@yahoo.co.uk - 16 Mar 2006 15:46 GMT
well i am not sure what you mean do you think that cause you got
spanked when you were a child you like getting spanked by men (or
women) ?
Pandy B - 16 Mar 2006 19:32 GMT
Yes, that is what I mean. I enjoy it when this person spanks me, it
excites me. It's a woman and I worry about my obsession. Aside from
this, I'm a normal heterosexual girl, but I'm always wanting to sneak
off and be with her more than anything else, even more than seeing my
boyfriend. I'm not telling him, by the way.
Pandy B - 16 Mar 2006 19:32 GMT
Yes, that is what I mean, and thank you very much for writing. I enjoy
it when this person spanks me, it excites me. It's a woman and I worry
about my obsession. Aside from this, I'm a normal heterosexual girl,
but I'm always wanting to sneak off and be with her more than anything
else, even more than seeing my boyfriend. I'm not telling him, by the
way.
0:-> - 16 Mar 2006 19:43 GMT
> I hesitate to post here for all the nasty replies I may get but here
> goes. I was spanked as a child and a teenager, too. I hated it, it hurt
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> and manipulated, so it's not that I'm a weak cringing pansy. I'm not
> going to get into cars with strange men. How neurotic am I being?
This is not a spanking fetish newsgroup. A search on it will turn up
more appropriate places to ask your question.
Unless of course you are one of those that gets an erotic reaction to
people not involved responding seriously to you.
You would then be not welcome here. But do as you wish.
Kane

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music mad cass - 18 Mar 2006 01:54 GMT
ok well for one thing
i thnk u should tell ur boyfriend
and an other
how often do u sleep with this women?
and
how old are you , your boyfriend, and this women?
0:-> - 18 Mar 2006 02:02 GMT
> ok well for one thing
> i thnk u should tell ur boyfriend
> and an other
> how often do u sleep with this women?
> and
> how old are you , your boyfriend, and this women?
Wrong newsgroup. Thank you for moving along.

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music mad cass - 18 Mar 2006 02:33 GMT
what are you talking about ?????????????/
music mad cass - 18 Mar 2006 09:31 GMT
well mabey you are a lesbien.